So silly of me, to try to make my voice sound worse so I can stay quiet tomorrow and not speak up... I tried really hard to make myself sound sick by singing, all day long. Even though I really am sick, but.. I don't know... is it that bad to work? Or is this a natural reaction-- to dislike work?

Anyway, watched Chinese video tape today (those Chinese show with singers, etc.. funny...) and saw this guy I met on it long time ago-- from what I remembered he was cute, sings really well, funny, and nice... and I guess after two years he's finally put one foot into the door and I am just waiting for him to enter the entertainment industry... he can sing.. would like to see him become successful. Don't really know him, but just glad to know someone I met has put his mind to something, and is finally making something of himself.. that his decision to stay in Taiwan and pursue this business wasn't a mistake. The only thing I regret was to not get to know him better... hahaha... but what was the point, I had a bf... :P

Haha... funny, that AA guy I talk every now and then messaged me and invited me to his new year eve party at his apt... weird... I guess now in the 22 century you can truly make new friends through internet... http://www.asianfetishonline.com/peaceout.htm... anyone want to go with me? This is definitely an option, not option 1, not option 2, but just an option. For those who have nothing to do, and still can't figure out what to do on New Year's Eve... this will be our last minute hang out place. But the pay off is I have to say hi, and no more chatting with the adventage of him not knowing how I look... aye.... I guess this fun was bound to end... UNLESS I go, drink up, and leave! hahaha... na... pathetic, truly pathetic, susan.

Well. no more ridiculous none sense for the night-- do have to get up and work. Work? What is work? It's feeding yourself by contributing your time to an entity that doesn't necessarily cares about you-- I have to be my own boss one day! One day soon!!!