October 18, 2004

http://uploads.ungrounded.net/190000/190465_egg_song_English_2.swf -- check it out! sooo cute.. heh

so I am ditching class... my lecture that I love so much. This is why: cramp, stomachache, rain, and really don't feel like going. I hate the rain, I hate this weather, I hate feeling lazy and tired but this is how I feel and I don't wanna be driving and sitting in long lecture today. Today we get our second assignment so I guess I will have to ask Julie for it tomorrow... what is wrong with me why am I feeling this way?! I haven't felt depressed for a long time now so why do I suddenly feel this way? I am okay dealing with anger and violent tendencies but I don't really like to deal with feeling this down, this blue... "blue moon... " dammit I even forgot how the song goes.

and I am hungry but I don't want to get out to buy food... I don't really know what I feel like eating. I just know I was craving curry and pizza and some eggs right now... hmm dunno I just sort of want EVERYTHING. I want to eat a little bit of everything... some chocolate, some Chinese food, some Korean, some Japanese... Raman sounds good too. Ah, aiya aiya aiya, I am hopeless!

what is a girl to do w/o her bellie?

wahhhhhhhhhhh :(