it's too hot lately. everday I walk around thinking gees how humid is it going to get? carrying loads of stuff: materials, books, purse, and my fat ass... as if that's not enough. But it's okay, just few more weeks to go before I get a mini vacation!! Yes, a real one, I believe I get a week off or is it two? DOESN"T MATTER! I NEED A MINI VACATION! I know I know I must be crazy b/c I only have 2 days of classes each week! How can I possibly demand for a vacation? Do you have any idea though? Lets see, 2 or is it 3 midterms in two weeks, a project due that same week, another project due 3 weeks after that and then finals + final projects. I'm not even counting reading and homework assignments, and not to mention the time needed to source materials. Just thinking about it is stressing me out. But I can't seem to motivate myself again. I think the weather has something to do with it and the fact that I'm on IT right now doesn't help. I just want to eat and sleep constantly and before I know it there goes my week!
Anyway I'm pretty happy with my life right now. I was afraid of the 'changes' but so far so good. I'm adapting quite well and I think I'll be quite depressed if they were to leave and go back now. I really really hope my brother will get his second chance and get into the school. He's a smart kid, a good kid, and he deserves a second chance. We all do. I know he might have been a little lazy and irresponsible but he needs to... get back on his feet so to speak. And we all deserve that-- we need to be able to relax and move on and not think we made a mistake. That we failed b/c he failed. I don't know if kids understand that nowadays but everything we do affects others, especially when the others are our family. How we are is a reflection on how they are as parents, and yes most of us don't agree with that but that's not up for debate right now.
Onto another subject, a friend of mine is thinking of a boob job. Yeah... hmmmm I don't even know what to think of it. I need time to process this information, although I've known about it for a while now but it is still a bit strange for me I guess, to fully understand this concept. I guess it is so weird to me b/c I imagine if I were to get one, I wouldn't even know what to do with myself. Because would I still be me? I mean doesn't it change the dynamic of ME as a person in some way? Anyway I guess if it was up to me I would say NO don't do it. But it is her body and only she can decides what's right for herself. For me I'm happy with how I am, boobs or not.
Alright I'm too tired. I'm so thrilled that the laptop finally works (internet connection) but I can't stay up all night. Ha I know, so silly of me to think that I should stay up and "watch out" for the laptop-- retarded.
and I guess I'll do my autoCAD hw tomorrow. Too tired to think and draw.