This is exactly why I shouldn't drink so much. The aftermath... I can't close my eyes I can't relax I can't lay down........... NOTHING! Not to mention I actually received a call from the girl I met at 2 am!? Couldn't she wait? I will write up my business plan WHEN I AM SOBER! Gosh... Virgos are crazy, we want to get things done even if it means doing work in the middle of the night.

I told her I wasnt going to get anything done and honestly, I don't have a business plan. I don't want to go into a partnership with her, that's the buttom line. I was just recommending her which sector of the development business she can go into but it doesn't mean I WANT TO BE A PART OF IT! I HAVE NO MONEY AND I DON"T WANT TO MOVE TO SHANGHAI!!!!!!

Man... meeting ppl at clubs, so random. meeting ppl at clubs that are 36 with kids who is a Virgo and is seriously about doing business with me is even more strange... what the fuck..... gosh I am drunk, and Levi can't understand it. I really want to close my eyes and lay down but I can't, that'll only make me want to throw up more.............. even now, at this moment... if I were to shut my eyes for a second I would want to throw up. WHY WHY WHY did I drink that much? So annoying...........

Maybe I should just go throw up. This is why I only participate once in a while, b/c I cannot handle the aftermath.,

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