apprently it's not worth it, to loose your voice over work related issues. and obviously, I did not come to this conclusion until today, now that my voice is 90% gone. :O I wanna scream, but I can't. The good thing is now i don't have to worry about myself loosing control and yelling at people at work, especially when the people I wanna yell at would most likely fire me right on the spot if I ever get the audacity to even raise my voice a tiny bit. >:P Or maybe not ... hmmmmm ...
so i've been thinking lately, nothing unusual but I've came to a realization that I love my life right now, as is. I mean yeah work sux and Kkk & kKK & sSs can all kiss my ass, but I am not bored at work. I like my life as is even though I share my bed with no men (however, proud to say I share my SINGLE's bed with my two adorable cats). I love my life as is because I am a single fabulous girl who will be partying hard at Vegas with my 4 other gorgeous friends. What more can I ask for? This is probably by far the best summer I've had in years! Ironic isn't it~! *smile Vegas wouldn't be the only thing I hope, that's coming down the pipe. I believe our next roadtrip would be to SF, next little get away would be to Catalina island, and for those short busy weekends there's always the SD wild animal park! Ahhhhhh, come to think of it the reason why I am getting this excited is probably because I wasn't very active before. Hmmmm, then why am I gaining weights now than before? Inaction is the best weight-loss program! Woooo hoooOo!!! J/k.
Arghhh,,, oh and the fear of becoming an alcoholic. I realized the stress and left over resentment from work can affect my mood for the whole day until I get a cup of drink, usually a kamakazi or a margarita. Beer is often times the choice as well unless I am feeling brave, then I get ... I get... well I guess I haven't felt too brave lately. Aye, so if I become an alki this early on in the game, I'd like to ask my friends to tie me up, hands behind my back whenever there's alcohol around me. Yup that's the plan.
no more none-sense... I just wanna say, I like my life as is. Just take away some of those frustrations and dumbasses that trigger my temper, then really, I LOVE my life. I, tsun_zi, L O V E m y L I F E.