it finally works! My "default" wireless connection wasn't working (sad!) so now I'm connected via this "wireless" wireless connection... it's just not the same. But can I complain? Nope since I should be thankful enough that this is even working (Free!!). We are getting our cable modem soon though, say bye bye to this free loading connection, I'll miss you ^_^

Saturday night, I'm staying home. I've been partying way too much and way too hard lately. It's not like I planned it but things always happen when it is least expected right? And I think b/c of it my cold hasn't fully went away. I'm still sick, still coughing, day and night day and night. I hate this cough, it is so annoying, it hurts my lower back when I cough. I sound like an old grandma and I'm sure if I keep this partying up I'll be looking like an old lady in no time. I'm coughing as I type this.. awwwww I hate this.

Last night was fun though, not at first of course. I think I've had enough of fun for the month, I'm gonna have to chill again. I can't keep this up, this drinking this dancing... but I had so much fun. Two great dancers, salsa (or was it supposed to be swing?) + hip hop or whatever the hell we were doing... that was really awesome. I love dancing, I wish I can be a professional dancer... it would be great to enter into a competition; salsa or tango, either one I would totally welcome. But would I have the guts to do it if the opportunity does present itself? Not sure... well right these are just silly thoughts silly talk.

Another thing, last night I almost almost lost my self-control. I am not a very desire driven person, I hardly let lust, or any strong emotion dictates my action but last night I was so close to loosing it. It's been too long since I've met a guy that I'm just super attracted to... maybe b/c he's half Scottish half Japanese and that he's probably 6'-2"? And that he can dance like he could care less and he's just pretty fun n a bit cocky? I have to admit if I ever wanted to have a one night stand that guy would have been a perfect candidate since he's only here for the weekend and would be back to Maine on Monday... yup he's probably still in college on his spring break looking for a weekend of fun in LA. But either way my mind overcomes my "heart" (not the most appropriate word but one get the point) and I'm just glad I didn't go "hang out" with him. Yes, "lets hang out, at my friend's place, you wanna smoke out?" Ah yea, I'm not that drunk. Dancing is one thing, anything else is a whole different story. Kissing at clubs is also one thing, anything else? Nope sorry I can't join ya. Aye... but he was pretty attractive, or did I really have too much to drink?

Another guy, white guy, who is taking Chinese @ UCLA and who tried to speak Chinese to me... dunno he's quite a character. Very smart and witty and was just fun to talk to dance with. I'm not sure what's happening but ever since I made up my mind about meeting ppl I actually have been, meeting ppl. Not that clubs are the best place to be meeting anyone serious but I've been having quite a good luck and honestly, I just want to have fun. I'm sick of complaining about how "single" I am, well fuck if I am single I should enjoy it while I am. I think everything really started that day, that friday... yes the friday I officially moved in. Wow... moving to LA really makes my life that much more exciting. Hmmmm but school remains my priority. School, school and school. I don't even know if I care to find a part time job now... we'll see. All I know is I plan on tackling 4 classes next quarter, and if I can handle it I will take 5 during summer. I need to graduate early and focus on building my career my dream, the sooner I graduate the better. Not gonna waste time on some stupid part time job unless it is interior design related, or unless it will help me towards my future career. I hope to find an internship soon... hmm that's the plan! I will talk to my counselor this coming tuesday, and we'll see what my options are.

:)

I am excited. I'm excited about where things are going, what I will be doing, and the ppl I have and will be meeting.