k... lets see, I finished typing up all my charts. I think I covered enough grounds, and I just hope I will be able to retain all the information down to the details, accurately and then being able to apply it, carefully and accurately on the 26th. I really need to pass this test, no joke. But right now, my brain feels like it is overtly stuffed up. I can't really focus anymore and I just can't wait for it to be over. I mean, of course, given that I will pass.... I HOPE.

And another thing, lately I applied to a job for HBA, for an intermediate designer position except, it is located in Singapore. I really shouldn't have applied to begin with knowing fairly well that no one would support the idea of me, being in Singapore. But I did, thinking I probably wouldn't get a response anyway, but I did!!! And normally I would be so happy, and would be excited, and I Am.... but knowing that I cannot go anyway is really a bummer. If I were single, I would just pick up and leave. But I am not... it is in moments like this that makes it ever so clearly, that being married really means you have to give up some of your identity your wishes and desires... your freedom. I don't regret being married, but sometimes I wonder if I did get married a bit too soon, too young. Either way, would I have packed up and moved to Singapore assuming I were offered the position? Only if it satisfies my salary requirement, my career path goals, etc... I know for sure having HBA on my resume will make me that much more valuable, especially when I am still rather green/young in my design career and I could use an additional BIG NAME and few more years under my belt.... aye... maybe it isn't meant to be? Or is this the great opportunity that the NY psychic was referring to? Choices choices, at least it's good to know I got a response back from HBA.

:)

Time to sleep....