I had quite an interesting weekend. Besides being sick I was just not really my normal self. I don't know what's going on and what I'm doing, perhaps I shouldn't have drank as much as I did or as often as I did. Perhaps I should have just stayed home... I don't know. The funny part of all this is I was actually able to sit down, for a long period of time and just draw. I think that's because I finally got my sexual frustration out of the way but at the same time I feel a little bit disappointed in myself for having no self-control or discipline whatsoever. I feel like I'm out of control again, and that sux. I guess I prefer to think of it as a weekend of fun, a weekend of chaos, a weekend of weakness whatever one might call it... b/c if it is anything else I wouldn't know what to do with it and how else to think of it. I guess for the most part I think I know what I am doing and what I do or don't want, but there's a tiny part of me that's confused. Well now that my cold is going away and my head is working again, I am most likely going to exercise some self control and of course to exercise some rational before I do anything out of the norm again.

Last night I worked the line for the first time, and thanks to Ana I finally know how it feels to be on the other side of the fence. I don't know if I like it or not... it's not me but it was fun. I got to check out all the incoming guys first hand and seriously, out of the hundreds that were coming in I only found 2 that were attractive. Physically attractive that is... but I don't think I would be truly attracted to them if I have to take other stuff into consideration. Oh and bumped into this guy that I knew from college... mesa court. Hmmm funny. What a small world. OHHHH and actually bumped into another guy that I met last winter on the flight back to Taiwan... that was my first bottle sales :) But that was cool, I didn't get a chance to talk to him more mainly b/c I wanted to walk around, and to hang out with ppl I already know. Not to mention later on I got a bit sick since I'm such a light weight now... aye.

Anyway I think I'll focus on school as I should be. ANd I welcome any cash making opportunities :) Hahaha... E and I worked together and made 125 total.... uh not to bad for a beginner?

Alright. Time to get back to work... homework that is.