ahhhh I feel stressed out. it feels like i haven't gotten enough sleep even though i fell asleep at 9 pm last night and woke up around 9 something today. I feel like I don't have enough time to do my work, to entertain, and to rest: feel like I haven't had much of any alone time and I miss my apartment and my cat: feel as though the week's too short and I hate the idea of having to do work even during thanksgiving holiday: feel like running off into my own world but i can't: feel like taking a break from all responsibilities and just let go: feel like cussing that stupid parent off and not having to fake a smile for more than 10 seconds: feel like going back in time to relive few moments that I treasure: feel like expressing myself without holding back: feel like saying fuck off when I mean it: feel like settling down (but i'm not ready)...

i'm super tired
i want to say how i feel
i want to let it go
i want to start over
i want to hide
i want to express
i want to be stress-free
i want to be successful
i want to be happy
i want to feel secure
i want to be loved
i want to be free

i want a lot.

i'm tired.